Monday, 22 February 2010

SKY BLUE BALLOON

I am really happy, I really am. But since the moment I got back his reply, I become so puzzled with myself. I don't know what to do. Family is one of the most important things to me. I want to go back, partly because of them.

But what if, what if they want me to stay here. What if they really think I wasted their money. What if they would be more proud when I'm a UK student.

What should I do? What should I tell them? I don't want to cry in front of them, I don't want them to think that I've been depressed the whole time.

I am glad, I really am. But why was I on the verge of tears when I was singing? Why would I want to cry at this happy moment, when I haven't cried for such a long time?

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