it's a bit disappointing that our relationship becomes like this. it's either no one to blame or both to be blamed. i hate the fact that i think you had been and still are using me, the fact that i told you so much because i believed in you, the fact that you choose to be as superficial as other people and the fact that i just can't fully believe in you anymore.
last time we said that we should definitely hang out. today you said, have a good half term break. forgive me for my loud snigger but it just sounded so funny from your mouth.
if you don't truly think like that, then don't say it. honestly, if you don't care anymore, then don't even bothered saying anything to me.
i've always have this theory that everyone has to be a good person at some point. i do think that sometimes you transform into a good person, just for the sake of it. but i really don't care, carry on with your innocent image, carry on with your annoying girlie stupid flirting (when you have a fking boyfriend), carry on everything you do. sorry that i see through you and i don't appreciate having you being my companion anymore.
you can say whatever you want about me. i don't care. say i push you away. say i'm jealous of you having him as your boyfriend. say i'm antisocial. say anything i'm not and see if i actually care : )
i can't yet remove myself from this so-called friendship. someday i probably will.
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