it feels like spring is coming today! bright sunshine and refreshing grass-smell.
And then it's 10 days till I go back to Hong Kong! keke
...not falling...not...not ><
what am i doing right now...
Monday, 15 March 2010
Saturday, 13 March 2010
LIARS!
oh wow stop lying! this is way across the line dude. don't just steal and take what she said as yours. this is such a selfish move and you have no idea how much of a big deal this can be. use a fking brain. if you just make up stories and everything, it's fine, i don't care. but when you take someone's effort and claim that is yours, then this is just way too much.
and out of most fking all, you misinterpret what she said. MAJOR FAIL.
seriously, no matter if she's telling the truth or not, you still can't just do so to make more people believe in you. fking grow up. you don't even know what you're doing anymore. this can even be about putting someone's job at risk, for christ's sake.
lying doesn't bring you anywhere.
and haha you like ._. and i like :I
and out of most fking all, you misinterpret what she said. MAJOR FAIL.
seriously, no matter if she's telling the truth or not, you still can't just do so to make more people believe in you. fking grow up. you don't even know what you're doing anymore. this can even be about putting someone's job at risk, for christ's sake.
lying doesn't bring you anywhere.
and haha you like ._. and i like :I
Friday, 12 March 2010
HATERS TO THE RIGHT ----->
i just want to help, that's all. i don't think i deserve this, but what can i do? everyone has their right to express their own opinion. and i cannot hide from them, so i can only face them bravely and explain patiently. if at the end they don't like what i'm doing, then i can't help and i have to respect that.
why is this even stressing me out?
and ahhhhh >< attractive but no! cannot give in! i'm doing great on my own!
why is this even stressing me out?
and ahhhhh >< attractive but no! cannot give in! i'm doing great on my own!
Monday, 8 March 2010
OMO.... that's way too muc isn't it?
South Korea has one the largest amounts of plane crashes a year (although recently these numbers have gone down). After investigation, researchers concluded the problem was with the Korean view of respecting your elders. One good example (and this is a true story) is the time a plane crashed into a mountain. It was on a island and it was very foggy that day. The pilot thought that he was on track toward the runway, but in reality he was heading straight towards a mountain. The co-pilot noticed this but didn't say anything. Why? Because correcting the pilot (aka his elder) would be disrespectful and not socially acceptable. So in the end they crashed into a mountain and died.
jerk
i swear i got over him already. and now i don't like him anymore, i realize what kind of bastard he can be.
why did i even buy that fking cap for him?
"just kidding" what? it's fking money! you kidding me? JEEZ can you grow up?
oh wait, you're only 15, shouldn't expect you to be too mature. haha then why don't you leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!
i have better things to do than to deal with your childish jokes.
ARGH. whatever, that cap, i'll give it to someone i like. not you, never.
why did i even buy that fking cap for him?
"just kidding" what? it's fking money! you kidding me? JEEZ can you grow up?
oh wait, you're only 15, shouldn't expect you to be too mature. haha then why don't you leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!
i have better things to do than to deal with your childish jokes.
ARGH. whatever, that cap, i'll give it to someone i like. not you, never.
Saturday, 6 March 2010
感激!
So now you understand, don't you? I've been feeling so bad about this. I don't want myself to get too deep in this but then when I realized that my emotion became so dependent on this, I couldn't get away anymore. It's not as easy as it sounds.
I mean, of course I don't ~love~ these guys in a boy-girl way. How unrealistic is that? But I just can't stop thinking about them... I think this is called 乾女. Coz I have nothing else to place my passion on to, except for my academics. I don't even waste time on socialising here anymore. How sad is that?
I met friends through this. Okay I know I said they're not friends, but now I think about it, I do consider few of them as friends. We don't just talk about entertainment. We talk a lot. This is something I never expected... The other night I almost cried, and it was some of them who calmed me down. And it was someone who argued with others for me (haha that was actually somehow awkward). Maybe we're not close friends, but at least, they make me feel warmer than some of the girls here.
To be honest, if nothing big happened to 2PM, I wouldn't have fallen so deep. I don't know if it's my curiousity or just my passion on this sort of 'conspiracy theory' thing. I dig deeper after the leader left because he said "koreans are gay" on his myspace 4 years ago. It actually made me gain more interest in sociology (omg how embarrassing is this...)
I start to think what's right or wrong. Is it right to kick someone out of the country because he insult the nation? Even though if he didn't mean it? Just because he's a celebrity? And in Korea, they don't like the immigrants. They think that some people choose to live in other countries because they want to escape from military service. Okay so is that wrong? Do the kids, the following generation of those who left the country are the one to be blamed?
Supposed they're not faking anything (even though I know they do), how can people who don't know them judge what they did was wrong or not? Just because the members didn't speak up for the leader, does that mean they're betrayers? I'm not investigating their case here, I'm thinking why people can't think rationally. So saving a leader's innocence is correct, then abandoning their own efforts, their family, their dream is correct? I don't get why people think like this. And how can they say that they know everything when they know that these members are just product, just dolls for the company to gain profit? Can they say much? There isn't equality in the industry anyway. Why do they think that they have the right now blame the members and bash them and swear at them? And so does it mean that they're not friends with the leader anymore if they choose fame? How do we know? Why do people speak for that leader before he actually comes out and say something? What if he actually encourage the members to pursue their dream instead of caring him? Who's right or wrong then? What if the leader insist?
Man why do people blame the others like they already know what happened? So freaking unfair.
The media is too scary.
LONG RANT HELLO!? :I
I mean, of course I don't ~love~ these guys in a boy-girl way. How unrealistic is that? But I just can't stop thinking about them... I think this is called 乾女. Coz I have nothing else to place my passion on to, except for my academics. I don't even waste time on socialising here anymore. How sad is that?
I met friends through this. Okay I know I said they're not friends, but now I think about it, I do consider few of them as friends. We don't just talk about entertainment. We talk a lot. This is something I never expected... The other night I almost cried, and it was some of them who calmed me down. And it was someone who argued with others for me (haha that was actually somehow awkward). Maybe we're not close friends, but at least, they make me feel warmer than some of the girls here.
To be honest, if nothing big happened to 2PM, I wouldn't have fallen so deep. I don't know if it's my curiousity or just my passion on this sort of 'conspiracy theory' thing. I dig deeper after the leader left because he said "koreans are gay" on his myspace 4 years ago. It actually made me gain more interest in sociology (omg how embarrassing is this...)
I start to think what's right or wrong. Is it right to kick someone out of the country because he insult the nation? Even though if he didn't mean it? Just because he's a celebrity? And in Korea, they don't like the immigrants. They think that some people choose to live in other countries because they want to escape from military service. Okay so is that wrong? Do the kids, the following generation of those who left the country are the one to be blamed?
Supposed they're not faking anything (even though I know they do), how can people who don't know them judge what they did was wrong or not? Just because the members didn't speak up for the leader, does that mean they're betrayers? I'm not investigating their case here, I'm thinking why people can't think rationally. So saving a leader's innocence is correct, then abandoning their own efforts, their family, their dream is correct? I don't get why people think like this. And how can they say that they know everything when they know that these members are just product, just dolls for the company to gain profit? Can they say much? There isn't equality in the industry anyway. Why do they think that they have the right now blame the members and bash them and swear at them? And so does it mean that they're not friends with the leader anymore if they choose fame? How do we know? Why do people speak for that leader before he actually comes out and say something? What if he actually encourage the members to pursue their dream instead of caring him? Who's right or wrong then? What if the leader insist?
Man why do people blame the others like they already know what happened? So freaking unfair.
The media is too scary.
LONG RANT HELLO!? :I
Friday, 5 March 2010
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