Sunday, 3 January 2010

gradually recovering

i don't know why i feel like this when friends told me they broke up. i swear i've gotten over him. i'm sure about it. but then there's this really weird feeling, perhaps a happy-suprised feeling? i don't know.

and this leaves me feeling guilty.

i don't like me being emotionally controlled by guys.

but then i'm still really mad at H. so i guess as much as i dislike the fact that my mood is dependent on these guys, it's still one plain truth.

how sad T___T

anyway, few days before leaving Hong Kong. i have to buy things before i regret haha. ahhh so disappointed that the last few days of holiday end up like this, me being ill. i was hoping to do more...

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