失敗

我呀…
其實我昨晚和他談了兩個多小時電話，所以才會弄至三時才睡。
好頹廢。我不想自己這樣。
但真的很難拒絕。

嗚嗚—快點上大學吧。我想脫離這種對生活的無奈。
我想找到點什麼可以讓我緊緊捉穩。
時間快點走！

help...:I

just... i don't even....

my life is repeating over and over again. always falling for someone wrong. i don't even know if i can say that this time is better coz i haven't really fallen for him for a long time. so i can pull myself out easier and quicker.

does it work that way though?

my 'dry' life. my freaking life.

why is this always happening to me? omg what will my future bring me? i'm not anticipating that part anymore...

SPRING!?

it feels like spring is coming today! bright sunshine and refreshing grass-smell.

And then it's 10 days till I go back to Hong Kong! keke


...not falling...not...not ><

what am i doing right now...

LIARS!

oh wow stop lying! this is way across the line dude. don't just steal and take what she said as yours. this is such a selfish move and you have no idea how much of a big deal this can be. use a fking brain. if you just make up stories and everything, it's fine, i don't care. but when you take someone's effort and claim that is yours, then this is just way too much.

and out of most fking all, you misinterpret what she said. MAJOR FAIL.

seriously, no matter if she's telling the truth or not, you still can't just do so to make more people believe in you. fking grow up. you don't even know what you're doing anymore. this can even be about putting someone's job at risk, for christ's sake.

lying doesn't bring you anywhere.




and haha you like ._. and i like :I

HATERS TO THE RIGHT ----->

i just want to help, that's all. i don't think i deserve this, but what can i do? everyone has their right to express their own opinion. and i cannot hide from them, so i can only face them bravely and explain patiently. if at the end they don't like what i'm doing, then i can't help and i have to respect that.

why is this even stressing me out?


and ahhhhh >< attractive but no! cannot give in! i'm doing great on my own!

OMO.... that's way too muc isn't it?

South Korea has one the largest amounts of plane crashes a year (although recently these numbers have gone down). After investigation, researchers concluded the problem was with the Korean view of respecting your elders. One good example (and this is a true story) is the time a plane crashed into a mountain. It was on a island and it was very foggy that day. The pilot thought that he was on track toward the runway, but in reality he was heading straight towards a mountain. The co-pilot noticed this but didn't say anything. Why? Because correcting the pilot (aka his elder) would be disrespectful and not socially acceptable. So in the end they crashed into a mountain and died.

jerk

i swear i got over him already. and now i don't like him anymore, i realize what kind of bastard he can be.

why did i even buy that fking cap for him?

"just kidding" what? it's fking money! you kidding me? JEEZ can you grow up?

oh wait, you're only 15, shouldn't expect you to be too mature. haha then why don't you leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!

i have better things to do than to deal with your childish jokes.

ARGH. whatever, that cap, i'll give it to someone i like. not you, never.